Sometimes (Freedom)

Sometimes I sit and look
at all the stupid things I’ve done
So many years it took
and only so far I have come

Sometimes I want to let go
sit back and let it all be
If I just would not struggle so
maybe one day I’d be free

Sometimes I really feel sore
but also feel great relief
as if I will suffer no more
Those times great grace I receive
  
For as long as I will fight
and struggle to change God’s plan
I know I’ll not sit down and write:
I live my life as a free man


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